I don’t know if she’s wondering at all. That might be the hardest thing. The no-contact, that can be spun as normal. I can pretend that it’s just the business of life that prevents conversation; pretend that she isn’t on facebook, pretend that she is interested in talking to me, if only she had the time. I do accept that she is not interested, painful as that is. But does she wonder, at all? I do. And I wonder about her wondering.
And in truth, I must amend: the real hardest thing is that this post could be referring to more than one woman that I have little hope of ever getting back.
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